【FULL】Born to Run EP8:Cheng Anxin and Her Husband Live Separately | 如果奔跑是我的人生 | iQIYI
[English subtitles are available] [Born to Run] [Episode 8] Enough. Your shoulders are too stiff. Put them down first. What’s wrong? You’re in such bad shape. Didn’t you have breakfast? No. I didn’t sleep well last night. Anxin’s legs hurt all night. I could only accompany her. The phantom limb pain, right?
How did you know? The cause of this disease is complicated. But there is no good treatment. In general, a psychological hint is more effective than the physical therapy. Anxin should have prosthetic legs. After she is fitted with the prosthetic legs, the feel of the prosthesis against her body will make the nerves
Accept the amputation as soon as possible. In this way, the phantom limb pain will disappear. Why do you know and understand everything? You shouldn’t be called Lin Tianyu. You should be named Know-it-all Lin. What? Really. Know-it-all Lin. That’s what the doctor said. But Anxin wouldn’t like to do that. What should I do?
I understand. With her personality, she is either 100, or zero. Right? If you give her prosthetic limbs that can only get 30 points, she’d rather give up. Wow, Know-it-all Lin. Are you an immortal? That’s what Anxin said. You know? We’ve told her many times to get the prosthetic limbs. She just ignored you.
What should we do? Take your time. You’d better be patient. What’s wrong? Why are you looking at me like that? Know-it-all Lin. I… I used to think you were a liar. But I had no choice. I had to make the last attempt. I was determined to fight with you. But I find
You are so kind. All right. If you keep being sentimental, please make up for my tuition fee I missed at school. Okay? Stop laughing. People are looking at you. Do you regret it? Do you? Then tell me why you rejected the money when Anxin offered it. All right, stop laughing. Let’s go.
You were weary just now. But you’re energetic now? Hurry up. OK. Feng. Dinner is ready. Why did you fall asleep? My dear son. Wake up, my dear son. Wake up. The Saffron I made for you. -It’s nourishing. -I’ll get up. You finally have time to drink it. Here you go.
I’ll wash my face first. I’ll wash my face and go home. Come on. Here you are. It’s done. Wipe it off. Here. Mom, I’ll drink it later. Let me… Let me… So comfortable. Look. How exhausted he is. He fell asleep while waiting for dinner. Anxin had phantom limb pain at night.
She couldn’t sleep well. She couldn’t fall asleep. Neither could I. Parents only care about their own kids. If you live with us, I would rather work hard than let you suffer like this. How could that fat fried chicken seller fall asleep? No. Mom. Well… Frankly speaking, my mother-in-law is really nice to me.
You can’t always think of her like that. Yes. Feng, Anxin has been discharged. Does she have any plans for the future? Now, she even needs help when she goes to the toilet. We can’t make any plans for the long term. Let’s take one step at a time. If you two had a child,
You’d be able to make do with what you’ve got. But now, can you get it through? How? Mom, why are you bringing this up again? I’m going home. No more talks. Stay the night here. You can sleep tight here. I’ll bring you some water with ginger for a foot bath. No.
I have to go home. I need to take care of Anxin. Come on. Have some. Mom, I’ll drink it later. Later. Let me get some shut-eye. Please. Qin Feng, how are your parents? They are fine. Good to know. My mom asked me to bring you some saffron. It’s good for your health
To drink it. Nice. Thank them for us. Thank you, Mom. Leave it here. Qin Feng. Can I talk to you for a second? Well, thank you for what you’ve done these days. You can’t sleep well every night. But you have to work. I’m afraid you’ll be exhausted.
From now on, I’ll sleep on the sofa, and you sleep in my room. No, Mom. No, no. If anything goes wrong with your work at the bank, it will be serious. I just want you to work without worries. Our whole family relies on your earnings. Mom, you are right. But
If we sleep separately, Anxin will be upset when she knows. Forget it. Well… This idea was raised by Anxin. Really? Yes. The bedsheet, quilt cover, and pillow cover in my bedroom are all changed into new ones. I’ve cleaned the bedroom. If you need anything, just tell me. Okay, then. I’ll listen to you.
Okay. Girls who come from ordinary families like us can’t have feelings for that kind of boy. [Zhou Kaize] [Reject] [Answer] Hello? Hello, Ruohua. Are you available this weekend? What’s the matter? Do you remember the project of the school’s Resource Group in Qingdao? What can I do for you?
Our professor is in Qingdao now. He wants us to do a follow-up interview. If you’re willing to take the job, we’ll depart tomorrow afternoon and stay in Qingdao for a night. We’ll be back the day after tomorrow. Are we the only ones on the business trip? What do you think? Hello? Ruohua?
Ruohua, can you hear me? Who are you going with? My teacher. Male or female? You’ve seen her. A female teacher. Ms. Yang. [Enter Passcode] [Enter Passcode] Why are you leaving suddenly? Mom, I gotta go. Look what I brought. Wait a second. Think about a toast. Why bother? Why do we need a toast?
Let’s make every day a special occasion. Wish us a better job. Wish us a bright future. It seems that you like this flavor. I just like the feeling it brings me. I haven’t been so relaxed for a long time. Have you been living a stressful life? Since young, I’ve been a person
Who’s easy to get nervous. I was afraid I wasn’t good enough, my grades were not good enough, I wouldn’t behave well, or my mom wouldn’t like me. My brother was smarter and did better in grades than me. My mom loves him more. Back then, he always told me mom’s love
Was weighing on him. I didn’t understand at that time. Now I do. This time, I didn’t tell my mom it was you who I gonna travel with. Am I that bad to be introduced? On the contrary. If something doesn’t belong to you, you can’t think too much of it.
It’ll only bring you more trouble. It’s better not to think about it. Am I too talkative? No. What’s wrong? What’s wrong? I have a stomachache. Stomachache? How it aches? It’s just bloated. Do as I tell you. Rub your palms. When it’s warm, put it at the Zhongwan, which is four fingers
Above your navel. If you keep your stomach warm, it won’t ache anymore. What are you doing? You can’t drink. Why are you laughing? Do you remember Liu Nan’s classmate had a stomachache at midnight, and he called you for help? So you were the classmate? I just want to hear
The voice of that night. You were playing tricks. I’ve been thinking how gentle and kind the girl would be that she could guide a stranger so attentively in the middle of the night. That voice is the warmest one I’ve never heard in my life. Then I heard that voice again at school.
You stood there, mumbling and pointing to the different directions like this. You looked so cute. I like you. You didn’t think too much or misunderstand me. Actually, I’ve been pursuing you with all my heart and soul. I’ve tried so hard, but you still think you thought too much.
It seems that I didn’t work hard enough. From now on, I’ll try my best to pursue you. Will you give me this chance? How much can my scar be repaired? Madam, here’s the thing. No matter how great the plastic surgery is, it’s impossible to remove the scar completely. We can only soften it.
But in these pictures, they all have smooth and tender skin. So it’s all a lie. If you’re not capable of doing it, don’t post the advertisements all over the place, okay? How could you believe such an advertisement? It’s obviously a lie. These photos are all retouched. No one can guarantee the effect
When they were asked to. Is it because of their poor skills or you’re too demanding? Qin Feng, let me tell you. You want everything back to its original state. It’s impossible. Look at my scar. I’ll have it with me until I die. You’d better accept this sooner. Okay. I won’t argue with you.
If this clinic is not reliable, we can go to another one. If there are no appropriate ones, let’s go abroad, okay? If you really love me, you wouldn’t care how this scar looks like. Don’t you want to look better? Only you do! You don’t want to face this scar. How about this?
I’ll wear a mask at home. Anxin, can you be reasonable? I’ve been very cautious when I’m home. I’m afraid if I say something wrong, I will make you upset. But it doesn’t mean that you can take it out on me anytime you are moody. So it’s my problem?
Why do you think I took it out on you? You see? You finally can’t stand how I look. I can accept your look. I can accept anything about you. What I can’t accept is your attitude. You know, when you feel pain and terrible, you can tell me directly. But you didn’t.
You wouldn’t say anything. You wanted me to find it out myself. And when I did, I’d bring the medicine and water for you. I must take the initiative to come over and look after you. If I noticed your unwellness a bit later, that meant I didn’t care about you and love you anymore.
Right? So I deserved to be mad and be thrown things at. Right? Aren’t you too overbearing? Then express your anger! Why didn’t you? Why are you pretending to be nice? Since you knew me, I’ve been like this. That’s how I am. At that time, you accepted everything happily. That’s because I was pretty.
I had the right to be domineering. Now I’m ugly, so you can’t stand it. Is it me or you who can’t accept how you look now? I and the people around you think too highly of you. So you can’t handle the big difference now. Fine. I understand and I can accept it.
My heart goes out to you. I also swore I wouldn’t leave you. What else do you want me to do? I have limbs and I am healthy. Is it my fault? How can you ask me to maintain moral perfection with your lost limbs? What did I do wrong? What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
What’s going on again? Qin Feng. Look at your mom. She’s lost 15 kilos since your accident. She’s made so many good friends, and she’s living a better life. What about you? You locked yourself in a dark room every day. No plastic surgery. No prosthetic limbs. What would you do?
You only used your greatest malice to torture your family and test their love for you. What else can you do? Qin Feng. Stop talking, please. You can’t play the Romeo anymore? Come on. I’ll give you an out. Didn’t your mom say you were suffering beside me every day? Go back.
Go back to be your mom’s baby! Qin Feng. She’s unreasonable. Let’s not sass her. Qin Feng, You… Qin Feng. You… Anxin, you’ve gone too far. Anxin. Qin Feng. Mom. It’s Anxin’s fault. I know you’re wronged. I’m okay, Mom. I… I won’t leave. I am just here… I came out for some fresh air.
I understand. I really do. I’m here. Don’t be afraid. Couples are birds of the same forest. When they’re in great trouble, they’ll fly separately. But you are my mom. You can’t escape. Do you feel wronged? Yes. You’re always having a long face. Anyone who’s not a masochist will run away. My girl,
I understand. You want Qin Feng to love you and care about you. But you chose the wrong way to express it. Do you think he will love me if I plead with him? Look how I look now. I despise myself for him. You know what? When he looked at me,
He kept avoiding the eye contact with me. He held me tight every time not because he loves me. All relied on his habits and morality. How much longer can he hold out? What’s the point of such love? I beg you. For nothing else. Just for yourself. Get the prosthetic legs
And walk out of this room so that your life will be hopeful. Will you? I have no hope for it. All my strength is used to protect my dignity. I won’t ask him to love me. I will be rejected anyway. Why don’t I reject him first? He doesn’t love me anymore.
That’s the truth. I like this room. It’s dark enough. I can only rest assured here. I beg you. Just let me stay here. Since you knew me, I’ve been like this. That’s how I was. At that time, you accepted everything happily. That’s because I was pretty. I had the right to be domineering.
You can’t play Romeo anymore? Go back. Go back and be your mom’s baby! If you two had a child, you’d be able to make do with what you’ve got. But now, can you get it through? Anxin. Qin Feng said his parents are on their way here. Get changed and come out. My girl.
Why are you getting thinner? Qin Feng didn’t take good care of you. Anxin. Just tell us if you need help. These are nutritional supplements your mom bought for you. It’s good for your health. Have some watermelon. Okay. Thank you so much. You came all the way here to visit Anxin. It’s our pleasure.
Dad, Mom. I need to use the bathroom. Do you need help? No, no. She can do it herself now. Mom, let me do it. I’ll go and help her. Please have some watermelon. Qin Feng was spoiled by me. He never helps with the chores. He doesn’t know how to take care of Anxin!
Right? He’s good. Qin Feng’s good. He’s a good kid. Really, Mrs. Qin. I should thank you for raising such a responsible son. To be honest, without Qin Feng, how can Anxin handle such a disaster alone? Right? But it’s fine now. Well… Now, Anxin can almost take care of herself. The hardest days
Have gone. Yes. It’s useless to be anxious, right? Yes. We planned to let them have a baby this year. But based on the current situation, they can’t have one in a year… Here, have some watermelon. Sometimes, kids won’t listen to us. So our suggestion means nothing to them. Am I right? Mrs. Cheng,
I heard from Feng that Anxin often had phantom limb pain. Yes. It hurts every now and then. When it hurt, she couldn’t fall asleep all night. I was afraid Qin Feng couldn’t rest well, so I asked him to sleep in my room. I sleep on the sofa. You sleep on the sofa? No.
This is inappropriate. The sofa is so soft. It’s not good for your waist. Right? Why is my son so immature? It’s fine. I’m really fine. I don’t have to work. I’m fine with that. Qin Feng’s more important. If he sleeps well, he won’t delay his work the next day. That’s the key.
Am I right? How about letting Qin Feng stay at home for a few days? You should take a good rest. Right? No problem. I have no objection. It’s up to Qin Feng. Dad, Mom. It’s getting late. You have something to do, don’t you? Yes. Yes, let’s take our leave. Are you leaving?
We gotta go. Okay. We’ll visit her later. Thank you. Thank you. OK. See you. Okay. Mom, let me see them off. See your parents off. All right, you don’t have to see us off. Okay. See you. Okay. Take care. Okay. You knew how sensitive Anxin is. If anything happens,
She will think too much. We heard what you said outside. What should I do? What will she think? How should I face her? She will definitely quarrel with me. She’ll ask me what you meant. She’ll ask if we agreed on my going home and if I want a divorce. How should I…
How should I reply? She’s so picky. If she’s really like this, you might as well get a divorce. Why are you talking about divorce again? Can I get a divorce? What will people say about me if I divorce her? I abandoned my wife. And I’m snobbish and selfish.
How am I supposed to live my life? She’s already a big burden. Doesn’t she know it? She kept quarreling with you. I don’t care if she knows it. I only know I can’t divorce. I’ll divorce anyone who tells me to. Enough. Who asked you to get a divorce? What are you thinking about?
But Feng, it’s not a good thing if you have to suffer this for a long time. It’ll do harm to your health. Yes. That’s what your mom worries most. How about we come up with a compromise plan? On weekdays, you go to our house. Your mom will cook something delicious for you.
Every weekend, you can come here to accompany Anxin. It’s a win-win situation. Think about it. It’s not about my consideration. It’s how much can Anxin accept? Let’s wait patiently. I’ll wait until she’s more emotionally stable. I… I’ll try. I understand. Think about it. No hurry. We are leaving. Take care, you two.
Take your time, my dear son. Let’s go. See you. Mom, I’m back. You’re back. Eat the two pieces of watermelon so that I can wash dishes. Your mother is right. I’ve thought about it. On weekdays, you can go back to your parents’ house. If you get off work earlier, you can also come
And visit Anxin. Okay. Okay. On Saturdays and Sundays, you can come back and stay with us. No, Mom. You’ll be exhausted if you look after her alone. It’s fine. It’s my duty. It’s okay. Qin Feng, you… You’re the one who brings bacon home. How can I let you not sleep well? Now Anxin
Can go to the toilet on her own. It’ll be no problem for me to exercise in the gym or buy groceries within three hours. Don’t worry. Mom, I… I’ve never thought of living with my parents. I know. I know you are a good kid. I know. But Mom,
If I move out like this, Anxin will… She will be fine. She’s really fine with that. Well, I’ve told Anxin. She agreed. Have some watermelon. My work at the bank has been very busy recently. As soon as I get off work, I’ll come back and accompany you.
I won’t go anywhere on the weekend. I’ll stay at home with you. The doctor said maybe one day, you’ll get used to it, and your phantom limb pain will be cured itself. Come on. Call me if you need anything. ♫Fading into the dappled light♫
♫I can’t guess the sadness and joy of you from the scent left♫ ♫In the lingering light of the sunset, we read our destiny♫ ♫Either run or go with the flow♫ Mom, I’m leaving. Okay. I’ll take care of Anxin. Don’t worry. Call me if anything happens. Okay.
♫I can’t find the answer to the question♫ ♫I can’t wipe away the deep hidden traces♫ ♫Only those long preludes left♫ ♫Isn’t it just a downpour?♫ ♫The sunny days will come back♫ My husband left. I didn’t cry. Why are you crying? 20 years later, we are alone again. Isn’t this arranged by you?
I know you don’t like it. You wanted Qin Feng to reject my suggestion. I knew he wouldn’t. If a string is too tight, it will break. If you want your husband to go back home, you have to be positive and get your ass up. No way. Qin Feng is a responsible man.
Let him take a break. Give him some hope. Hope? He never touched me since we came back from the hospital. Not even once. He can’t accept my lost legs. Do you know why I like fish. In this way, I can leave the rest of my life to you. Ruohua,
Have you got the result of your job interview? Not yet. Then why were you laughing just now? You haven’t got a job, but you are still so happy? Be smart. How about this? Let’s do it both ways. Hunt for jobs in Beijing. You should also hunt for jobs in our hometown.
What can I do in our hometown? A lot. Be a civil servant or enter a state-owned enterprise. At least you can be a teacher. You’re an undergraduate from a key university after all. You’re capable of those jobs. I know you only want to stay in Beijing. But what can you do
Even if you stay in Beijing? Even if you have a job, can you afford a house with your wages? Where can I live without a house? Don’t you want to live with me? You don’t really want to spend your whole life with me, do you? Why are you saying these unrelated things?
Fine, let’s not talk about it. Let’s talk about the present. Recently, I’ve seen through you. Ever since you came back from your business trip, you’ve become blundering. You wish to get as far away from me as possible. If I were in better shape, I wouldn’t have counted on you. My health… Every night,
I couldn’t fall asleep because my joints and head were all in pain. If Ruoxuan were here, I wouldn’t have begged you. Why did you mention Ruoxuan? Fine. Forget it. Let’s make it clear today. The focus of your job hunting should be in our hometown. Unless you want to marry a local boy.
At 2 p.m., I’ll wait for you with a surprise in the office. Mom. I need to go to school. [Only the surprise is expected.] You know, if you want to stay in Beijing, you should have been love with a local boy, who’s from a wealthy family and has some resources
To find you a job. You’re a senior now, but you haven’t been in love. What a waste of time. Who told me not to be distracted? I didn’t want you to fall into valueless love. Just like Liu Nan. Can you stop talking about my classmate like that? I’m telling the truth.
I have nothing to do with him. Speaking of the long-distance romance, the girl in your dorm even wanted to go to her boyfriend’s hometown. Don’t even think about it! What are you talking about? Well, local boys who are better-off like Zhou Kaize… Actually, I don’t like Zhou Kaize. He’s like a magpie’s tail.
He’s too proud. Seriously, don’t have feelings for people like him. Do you think I’m useless, and every decent boy won’t like me? I didn’t say that. But to be honest, although in my eyes, you are perfect, well, in the eyes of boys, not necessarily. How do you know no one likes me?
I have a boyfriend. Enough. Stop teasing yourself. I have a boyfriend. Really? Who? A foreigner? A local? Let me tell you. I’m not forcing you to find a boyfriend in Beijing. I don’t think it’s embarrassing to go back to our hometown. I know. I know what to do. Alright.
You always know what to do. I’ve made duck soup for dinner. If you really have a boyfriend, bring him back. I won’t be strict with him. I know. Come back early.